Season Two Premiere

i've been away. my parents temporarly sent me away, to be alone. i needed it. i couldnt be with anyone after what i saw.
when I got back, i went over to Alexis's.
"Kris..." She stood at the door, startled.
"Oh god...I love you so much." I said to her. I hugged her tightly and kissed her. We kissed for a long time. It felt so good to be back with her.
"I missed you.." She said.
We kissed. Finally we got in my car and drove. She told me to pull over on some deserted high way. I stopped. She got in the back and we had sex.
I missed the feeling. I missed having sex with alexis. it was the best. i missed her so much, i made it even better.
i was pushing. she was moaning. we were sweating. until somehow, the condom broke. and i came. and she layed there shocked.
i'm still waiting to find out if she's pregnant...she's so scared...i feel so terrible.
what the fuck will i do if she is pregnant?