Season Two - Ep. 10

Today felt weird.
I haven't talked to Paul since.
I told him to never speak of what happened again, that I was straight.
Right after that, I went to this party and made out with this girl, just to make sure.
And I figured my self out, I'm not gay.
But Alexis was at the party.
And it reminded me what I had to do.
Tell my brother.
I got home that night late, but my brother was still up.
My parents had gone to see my mom's mom, who was sick in the hospital.
"Bro...can we talk?" I asked him.
"Your talking to me now?" He asked.
He was on the computer.
"There's something you need to know." I said.
"What?"
"Something happened..."
"To who?" He asked, alittle bit of worry in his tone.
I had to say it.
"The baby...the babie's dead..." I choked the words out.
He just stared at me.
Then I saw a tear.
He stood up.
"How...Kris...tell me how..." He said.
I couldn't tell him the truth.
"Kris...tell me." He said.
"I pushed her...Alexis...and somehow..." I looked at him.
He had no expression on his face.
"You...purposley?" He grabbed my shirt and pinned me against the wall.
"You fucking- you did it purposley!" He screamed.
"Stop! No...It was an accident." I yelled
"Fuck you, it wasn't any accident!"
He dropped me to the floor.
He ran from the room and went downstairs. I heard his car start as it screached away.
I ran to my car as fast as I could and followed.
He was driving fast, and saw me in his rear-view mirror.
I could see the tears streaming down his face.
And his car stopped at the bridge that connected us to one of the islands.
It was a tall bridge, almost 100 feet up.
He ran to it.
I got out of my car and chased him.
His feet were at the edge of the bridge.
"Don't fucking do it!" I yelled.
He turned to me, his face was red.
"You fucking jack ass! You did this purposley! You couldn't fucking accept the fact Alexis is a fucking slut and fucked me!" He yelled.
He was crying so hard.
I was crying so hard.
I fell to my knees.
"I don't want to lose a brother...I don't..." I screamed.
"Fuck you. Fuck YOU!" He said.
I ran to him and grabbed his back, throwing him backwards onto the road.
"Please...I love you man...your my brother...just stay with me..." I said.
He got up.
"It doesn't matter any more. No one gives a fuck!" He said.
I walked over to the edge and looked down.
"Don't." I said.
He walked next to me and turned towards me. He was crying lightley.
"Everything's fine man." He said and hugged me.
When I knew he wasn't going to do it, I hugged him so hard.
He whispered in my ear, "Everything will be all right."
Then he backed away.
Then he jumped.
I screamed as I tried to grab him.
I fell to my knees, crying.
"No...no..." I couldn't stop.
Then I blacked out.