Season One - Ep. 10

So I called Jermey.
"You fucking liar," I laughed. "Alexis didn't lose her virginity to you."
"Yes she did!' He said.
"Then why'd she tell me I was the first?" I said.
"No fucking way...You guys did? Ok fine I was lieing." Jermey said.
"Have you done it with any girls?" I asked him.
He didn't anwser.
"Hello..." I said.
"Girls...I don't think....Come over. Please." Jermey said.
"Fine. I'll be there soon." So I left, and got to his house. I went in his room, he was on the computer.
"So, what'd you hafta say?" I asked him.
He sat on the chair next to the bed.
"I don't think...think...girls....I don't think girls are my thing." Jermey mumbled.
"W-what?" I asked him. I was stunned. He was the biggest player I've seen...
"When did this happen?" I asked him.
"Last year." he got up and walked by me.
He closed his eyes, sighed. Then he grabbed me and kissed me.
I pushed him away and got up.
"DUDE, WHAT THE FUCK?" I yelled at him.
He held up his hand.
"I felt liek this since you and I became friends." He told me.
"Dude, I'm straight...I can't do that for you..."
"I'm sorry...I just..." He couldn't find the words.
"I have to go" I got out of there as fast as I could.
I got home and just fell on the bed. I called Alexis.
"You won't believe what happened...come over."
She came. I told her.
"No way. He's...gay?" she asked me.
"Obviously. I have you...so don't go thinking I'm gay."
She laughed. I kissed her.
She layed down on the bed. I turned off the light.
I felt her lips move down to my torso.
"I can't," I whispered. "I don't have a rubber....hold on...my brother may."
I found one...I went back in the room, slipped it on.
The light was off.
"Alexis?" I couldn't find her.
"mmm..." I crawled to her.
I kissed her toroso, it was warm. She took off her shirt.
I wispered, "I love you..."
She laughed...so did I.
Then we took off our clothing.
A few minutes later we were sweating, moaning, loving.
Then Jermey flashed in my head. I couldn't believe he kissed me.
Alexis sensed my motions differing.
"W...w..what's the matter?" she asked.
I stoped moving my torso...
"I keep on thinking about what Jermey did."
Alexis put her hand on my face, "Don't worry, you and me are together..."
I started again.
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After we finished, I just held Alexis. We knew this wouldn't last forever. We knew we had to make it last.
I just held her. I felt my eyes swell with tears. I knew something was wrong. I knew that something changed...